Friday, August 7, 2009
Friday thank god... but now I have a weekend of hearing how we need another baby... Gloria is 5 months and even tho I miss being pregnant I don't think we are ready... we do have names picked out because I thought I was pregnant right before Gloria got out of the hospital because my period was late... no one told me that when you have a baby you don't just go back to being regular... still not regular... anyway names are different in the fact that I have never hear them but I'm sure someone has them... I would love a lil boy... but I don't know i kinda want to wait til Gloria is 2... but I think Rob wants one now... he keeps bringing it up... and we are not using protection... but my epilepsy meds knock out the pill and condoms irritate me... the shot could be deadly and IUD can make you sterile... so I guess if its meant to be we will get one if not we wont... we can barley afford us 3 and child support on Bryce... with only me working... don't get me wrong he is looking for a job... but this is such a little town jobs are few and far between... if I could get another job I would... just so he could stay with Gloria... I like him being with her all day at least I know she is being taken care of... he is getting a lil sick of it... he would like to be working... I'm just not sure of daycare... sometimes they don't tend to the babies every time they cry... and Gloria is a cuddle bug... she loves to cuddle... and I love that... she even cuddled with the nurses in the hospital... they thought it was so cool... so here I am at work with no work to do because there are no patients to check in but the phone is ringing off the hook... I guess people don't wanna see the Dr they just want to talk to them... it is gorgeous here like a post card... the people who have lived here for years don't understand how beautiful it is they take it for granted... anyone wants a wonderful place to camp or just come visit its here... we have a waterfall not too far and casinos and such pretty landscape...
Monday, August 3, 2009
MY PARENTING
YOU KNOW WHAT REALLY MAKES ME MAD IS THESE STARS LEAVING THEIR KIDS WITH NANNIES AND GOING ALL OVER THE COUNTRY AND WORLD WITHOUT THEM. MY DAUGHTER STAYED THE NIGHT WITH MY PARENTS LAST NIGHT LESS THAN A MILE AWAY AND I WAS FREAKING OUT. I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW THEY CAN DO IT.
YOU HAVE THIS BABY ITS A LIL YOU AND YOU LEAVE IT FOR WEEKS TO DO THIS THING WHATEVER IT MAY BE. MOST STARS BY THE TIME THEY HAVE CHILDREN HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO LIVE OFF OF IN THE FIRST PLACE AND Y NOT JUST RENT A HOUSE THERE FOR WHATEVER THE TIME AND TAKE THEM WITH YOU. MOST STARS CHILDREN DON'T GO TO A NORMAL SCHOOL ANYWAY.
IT ALSO MAKES ME MAD TO SEE THESE PARENTS WHO SCREAM I NEED A BREAK FROM THESE KIDS THEY DIDN'T ASK TO BE BORN AND THEY ONLY STAY SMALL FOR SO LONG. I REALLY ENJOYED GETTING UP WITH GLORIA IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT UNTIL MY HUSBAND ASKED TO DO IT. I GAVE HIM A CHANCE AND I CANT WAIT TIL THE WEEKEND AND I CAN SPEND ALL MY TIME WITH MY FAMILY. THERE WAS A TIME I DID SPEND ALL MY TIME WITH MY DAUGHTER AND NEVER NEEDED A BREAK.
YES SOMETIMES I NEED TIME WITH ADULTS THAT'S Y THEY MAKE BEDTIME SO ME AND MY HUSBAND CAN HAVE OUR TIME. AND MOST OF THE TIME WE END UP FALLING ASLEEP WATCHING THE NEWS. YES MY LIL GIRL IS 4 MONTHS AND U GUYS COULD BE THINKING WAIT BUT I KNOW I LIVED WITH MY SISTER AND SPENT EVERY SECOND I COULD WITH HER 4 KIDS. SHE HAS 4 SMALL KIDS BETWEEN THE AGES OF 7 AND 3 AND NEVER YELLS THAT SHE NEEDS A BREAK FROM THEM. OUR ADULT TIME WAS AFTER THEY WENT TO BED. YES THEN WE ALL FELL ASLEEP WATCHING THE NEWS LOL.
YOU ONLY HAVE SUCH A SHORT TIME WITH THEM BECAUSE WHEN THEY GET BIGGER AND ALL TEENAGERS THEY WANT TO DO THEIR OWN THING SO Y NOT HAVE AS MUCH FUN AS POSSIBLE. I DON'T MEAN SPOIL THEM I MEAN HAVE FUN. WHAT IS WRONG WITH THEM DRAWING ON THE WALLS? OR MAKING A HUGE MESS? AS LONG AS YOU MAKE MEMORIES NOT ONLY FOR THEM FOR YOU TO TELL YOUR GRAND KIDS. OR EVEN YOUR FRIENDS. TELL EM IT DOESN'T FEEL GOOD TO TELL YOUR FRIENDS A HILARIOUS MOMENT THAT HAPPENED WITH YOUR KIDS? OR MAKE THEM THINK TWICE ABOUT HOW THEY PARENT?
MY 3 YEAR OLD STEP SON I ALLOW TO GET OUT ALL THE TUPPERWARE IN THE HOUSE AND HE WEARS IT AS SHOES AND A HAT. MAKES DRUMS AND GOD KNOWS WHAT ELSE. IT TAKES 30 MINUTES TO CLEAN IT UP OK SOMETIMES AN HOUR AND HE HAS AN AFTERNOON OF FUN. YES I HAVE TO WASH THEM AND YES IT IS MORE TIME I HAVE TO TAKE AWAY FROM OTHER THINGS I HAVE TO DO BUT LET ME TELL YOU ITS WORTH IT SINCE I HAVE DOZENS OF CUTE PICTURES I CAN BLACKMAIL HIM WITH LATER LOL. JUST KIDDING BUT U CANT BUY MEMORIES LIKE THIS.
LIKE MY GRANDMOTHER SAID SOMETIMES THE CLEANUP IS ALLOT MORE THAN WE BARGAINED FOR BUT ITS WORTH EVERY MINUTE IF THERE ARE MEMORIES WE CAN TAKE TO OUR GRAVES.
YOU HAVE THIS BABY ITS A LIL YOU AND YOU LEAVE IT FOR WEEKS TO DO THIS THING WHATEVER IT MAY BE. MOST STARS BY THE TIME THEY HAVE CHILDREN HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO LIVE OFF OF IN THE FIRST PLACE AND Y NOT JUST RENT A HOUSE THERE FOR WHATEVER THE TIME AND TAKE THEM WITH YOU. MOST STARS CHILDREN DON'T GO TO A NORMAL SCHOOL ANYWAY.
IT ALSO MAKES ME MAD TO SEE THESE PARENTS WHO SCREAM I NEED A BREAK FROM THESE KIDS THEY DIDN'T ASK TO BE BORN AND THEY ONLY STAY SMALL FOR SO LONG. I REALLY ENJOYED GETTING UP WITH GLORIA IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT UNTIL MY HUSBAND ASKED TO DO IT. I GAVE HIM A CHANCE AND I CANT WAIT TIL THE WEEKEND AND I CAN SPEND ALL MY TIME WITH MY FAMILY. THERE WAS A TIME I DID SPEND ALL MY TIME WITH MY DAUGHTER AND NEVER NEEDED A BREAK.
YES SOMETIMES I NEED TIME WITH ADULTS THAT'S Y THEY MAKE BEDTIME SO ME AND MY HUSBAND CAN HAVE OUR TIME. AND MOST OF THE TIME WE END UP FALLING ASLEEP WATCHING THE NEWS. YES MY LIL GIRL IS 4 MONTHS AND U GUYS COULD BE THINKING WAIT BUT I KNOW I LIVED WITH MY SISTER AND SPENT EVERY SECOND I COULD WITH HER 4 KIDS. SHE HAS 4 SMALL KIDS BETWEEN THE AGES OF 7 AND 3 AND NEVER YELLS THAT SHE NEEDS A BREAK FROM THEM. OUR ADULT TIME WAS AFTER THEY WENT TO BED. YES THEN WE ALL FELL ASLEEP WATCHING THE NEWS LOL.
YOU ONLY HAVE SUCH A SHORT TIME WITH THEM BECAUSE WHEN THEY GET BIGGER AND ALL TEENAGERS THEY WANT TO DO THEIR OWN THING SO Y NOT HAVE AS MUCH FUN AS POSSIBLE. I DON'T MEAN SPOIL THEM I MEAN HAVE FUN. WHAT IS WRONG WITH THEM DRAWING ON THE WALLS? OR MAKING A HUGE MESS? AS LONG AS YOU MAKE MEMORIES NOT ONLY FOR THEM FOR YOU TO TELL YOUR GRAND KIDS. OR EVEN YOUR FRIENDS. TELL EM IT DOESN'T FEEL GOOD TO TELL YOUR FRIENDS A HILARIOUS MOMENT THAT HAPPENED WITH YOUR KIDS? OR MAKE THEM THINK TWICE ABOUT HOW THEY PARENT?
MY 3 YEAR OLD STEP SON I ALLOW TO GET OUT ALL THE TUPPERWARE IN THE HOUSE AND HE WEARS IT AS SHOES AND A HAT. MAKES DRUMS AND GOD KNOWS WHAT ELSE. IT TAKES 30 MINUTES TO CLEAN IT UP OK SOMETIMES AN HOUR AND HE HAS AN AFTERNOON OF FUN. YES I HAVE TO WASH THEM AND YES IT IS MORE TIME I HAVE TO TAKE AWAY FROM OTHER THINGS I HAVE TO DO BUT LET ME TELL YOU ITS WORTH IT SINCE I HAVE DOZENS OF CUTE PICTURES I CAN BLACKMAIL HIM WITH LATER LOL. JUST KIDDING BUT U CANT BUY MEMORIES LIKE THIS.
LIKE MY GRANDMOTHER SAID SOMETIMES THE CLEANUP IS ALLOT MORE THAN WE BARGAINED FOR BUT ITS WORTH EVERY MINUTE IF THERE ARE MEMORIES WE CAN TAKE TO OUR GRAVES.
My loving husband
My husband is missing his son alot. He actually cries about it and that makes me feel bad because I not only miss him but the move was my idea. He says he doesn't want to move back there but I think if I offered it to him he would take it. I miss my step son but I have my daughter with me and I just wish his mom would understand.
I am trying to be everything to everyone. a mommy, wife, step mom and sole provider for the house and I don't know how much I can take. I work 40 hours a week and he cant find a job that means he is playing Mr. mom and I am paying the bills and his child support. Don't get me wrong I don't mind but I am getting sick of the house not being clean or the laundry done, phone calls made and nothing taken out for dinner. He is taking care of a 4 month old but I could do it all without his help.
I love my husband and if he could get this stuff done I would so love this situation I love knowing my lil girl spent all day with her father. It is great knowing she has been taken care of the way i would have. He is so attentive to her and I know she is not being ignored. He is the best father she could ever have. so much better than her real one, the drug addict loser.
He takes great care of me. He spoils me rotten. its great. he really loves me and is incredibly sensitive. And is pretty good in other areas.
He wants another baby and I don't know if I am ready yet. I just had Gloria and he says that the closer they r the easier. I agree to an extent, but our lives are already hectic. I would love to have a boy of my own. but i think I want to wait a minute, until at least Gloria is potty trained.
I am trying to be everything to everyone. a mommy, wife, step mom and sole provider for the house and I don't know how much I can take. I work 40 hours a week and he cant find a job that means he is playing Mr. mom and I am paying the bills and his child support. Don't get me wrong I don't mind but I am getting sick of the house not being clean or the laundry done, phone calls made and nothing taken out for dinner. He is taking care of a 4 month old but I could do it all without his help.
I love my husband and if he could get this stuff done I would so love this situation I love knowing my lil girl spent all day with her father. It is great knowing she has been taken care of the way i would have. He is so attentive to her and I know she is not being ignored. He is the best father she could ever have. so much better than her real one, the drug addict loser.
He takes great care of me. He spoils me rotten. its great. he really loves me and is incredibly sensitive. And is pretty good in other areas.
He wants another baby and I don't know if I am ready yet. I just had Gloria and he says that the closer they r the easier. I agree to an extent, but our lives are already hectic. I would love to have a boy of my own. but i think I want to wait a minute, until at least Gloria is potty trained.
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