My husband is missing his son alot. He actually cries about it and that makes me feel bad because I not only miss him but the move was my idea. He says he doesn't want to move back there but I think if I offered it to him he would take it. I miss my step son but I have my daughter with me and I just wish his mom would understand.
I am trying to be everything to everyone. a mommy, wife, step mom and sole provider for the house and I don't know how much I can take. I work 40 hours a week and he cant find a job that means he is playing Mr. mom and I am paying the bills and his child support. Don't get me wrong I don't mind but I am getting sick of the house not being clean or the laundry done, phone calls made and nothing taken out for dinner. He is taking care of a 4 month old but I could do it all without his help.
I love my husband and if he could get this stuff done I would so love this situation I love knowing my lil girl spent all day with her father. It is great knowing she has been taken care of the way i would have. He is so attentive to her and I know she is not being ignored. He is the best father she could ever have. so much better than her real one, the drug addict loser.
He takes great care of me. He spoils me rotten. its great. he really loves me and is incredibly sensitive. And is pretty good in other areas.
He wants another baby and I don't know if I am ready yet. I just had Gloria and he says that the closer they r the easier. I agree to an extent, but our lives are already hectic. I would love to have a boy of my own. but i think I want to wait a minute, until at least Gloria is potty trained.
Monday, August 3, 2009
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